Broken Swing

Hey, um
Do--ugh
I don't know where to start from
Ok
Let's see
Oh gosh, I can't think
Today, what am I to say
I just feel like I can't find the swing of things
Yesterday, I was still okay
But now I feel like I don't even measure up to past me

Throw it away, throw it away
Just trust me
Why does it feel like everytime I speak you're not listening

Am I a fraud? Cuz when I fall
I only see my tragic flaws
I feel like I can't find the rhythm
Of my own heartbeat
When I swing back, I'm scared to fall
Cuz there's no safety net at all
I wish I had more courage to embrace failure

Everyday brings a new setting to cope with
Where is the passion that made me feel competent
A stumble and a rumble and a tumble and a fumble
And I mumble that I wonder if I'm actually bein' humble
A stutter and a flutter and a mutter and a shutter
As I clutter up my mind
'Til I think I'm gonna crumble

Throw it away, throw it away
Just trust me
Why does it feel like everytime I speak you're not listening

Am I a fraud? Cuz when I fall
I only see my tragic flaws
I feel like I can't find the rhythm
Of my own heartbeat
When I say that that's ok
I know I'm just lying to my own face
I swear that I could just waste away
Thinkin' about what I could do yesterday

Can you really see me
Am I what you think
That I should be when you see me
For the first time
For once in my life
I thought that I maybe could impact
The way you saw the wrongs and rights oh
Am I a fraud? Cuz when I fall
I think I mean nothing at all, oh no
Why am I such a wuss, oh
I don't like my fear at all
But it beats feeling nothing at all
I know I'll find the rhythm of my own heartbeat

Wakaranai
Daijoubu, neither do I
Je veux comprendre
Embrace failure
When I swing back, I should just fall
So I can prove once and for all
That even on the days where I feel
Broken I can still be swingin