3AM Still Lost

Every time I go to bed
I wish I was dead
Living in my own head
I just want to fill it with lead
I just want you to love me
Maybe then you will see
All my insecurities
And all the death around me
Every time I think of death
I start to hold my breath
Breathing super heavily
Makin' a shitty remedy

Hang my neck up on the rope
It's my only way to cope
With my sorrows with my thoughts
It's the only thing I seemed to caught
Filled with so much distraught
In this head that I've fought
Can I even be taught
How to be oh so lost
How to have such glee
One big happy family
So fucking alone
Got nothing on my own
Not picking up my phone
Now I'm jumping off my home



Credits
Writer(s): Cameron Scott
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