Egomaniac

I'm sitting by my window
Fueling up on diesel
Talking to some of the shallow thoughts in my head
It's 2 a.m. and rainy
My friends are in the back seat
I'm wondering if they know that they're acting brain dead
Maybe I'm just getting too high
'Cause I know that it's all in my mind

But there's a
Voice in my head that's keeping me
Up at night
Don't know if I can trust it 'cause it's
Leading me left and right
And there's a
Voice in my head that's telling me
Don't close your eyes
They'll try to cop your style, blow your cover and
Fill all your drugs with lies
Baby, don't cry

Don't tell me that you love me
I know you're fuckin' crazy
Wait that's me, I'd drag you down
If it meant, I could get high
I know you don't wanna see me
Like this anymore, well that's too bad
'Cause it's clear that I'm peachy as pie

'Cause there's a
Voice in my head that's keeping me
Up at night
Don't know if I can trust it 'cause it's
Giving me black and white
And there's a
Voice in my head that's telling me
Don't close your eyes
They'll try to steal your playlist
And replace it with the feeling of wanting to die
Baby, don't cry
Baby, don't cry, oh

Paranoid and disturbed
I don't deserve
Anything that's coming to me
But I know if I change
It won't be the same
But I guess that's a price I gotta pay

It's just a
Voice in my head that's keeping me
Up at night
Don't know if I can trust it but it's
Putting up quite the fight
And it's a
Voice in my head that's telling me
If you close your eyes
You will be safe from hatred, in a place where you might
Finally get some drive

So baby, don't cry
Baby, don't cry
Baby, don't cry
Baby, don't cry
Baby, don't cry