Done, Experience Won

Listen
If ya want to
I won't hold ya down
If you don't want to
I'm not shoving thoughts away
Or saving up for a rainy day
I'm just trying my best
To Love You

And it sucks
When ya get outta college
And ya got no more "do this"
Except prove this to yourself to make ya numb
That shit that you say "I can't wait till it's over"
"And then all Hell will be over"
"I think I've got my head straight"
"I think I've got my path paved"

But ya don't
You just lie on your stomach and laugh
Thinkin' up stories and dreamscapes
From your lazy past
Maybe it won't be your way
Maybe that path just won't get paved
But we're trying our Hardest
To Help You

Sell yourself short
On a bank of broken decayed
Calendars ya grew up marking
When it was a brand new day
Your Mom's footsteps in the park
Your best friend grabbing at your arm
Can it all be ok?
Home video display
1991

Goals
Writing goals when we left
Reading fiction and biology
Re-reading Infinite Jest
Assessing Confidence, not Believing
There's not a self nor a country greeting

Keeping up with the mistakes
Sneaking out in the Bronze Age
And making love with the dorm daze
And cheating rest with the "Stay Awake's"
And buying the Needful Things
That are haunting me
And the God-sent Fright
That killed Julia
In '65...

It'll never be ok
I'll see you all next Monday
Got a hole in my face
Got a hole in my face
Done, Experience Won