So Happy (feat. SonReal)

Ever since I've known you
You've held that key to my emotions
I open up to you
You're the drop of ecstasy that fills my ocean

Yes I'm floating, one sip of you, one whiff of you
I'll sin for you
How can that double edge sword that will
Hurt me and heal me be so irresistible

It's that hypnotic craving
Got my wings like oscillating
How can something be so toxic
Yet be so fucking intoxicating

And I know I'll forget this
And I wish I could bottle this feeling
But every morning that message in a bottle
That I threw in the sea is lost from the evening

And I feel like hell but oh your spell
Is on repeat like a parrot talks
And I... Keep going back...
Yep you're my perfect paradox

So... It's freedom
When I'm shot by cupid's demons
Cuz right now I'm walking on clouds
With you like I'm lucid dreaming
Feel the breeze and...

So I don't know why
I'm so happy I'm not coming down
I'm so happy I could die right now
Found religion in a deep breath
But I know I'm gonna forget
That I'm so fucking happy here right now

I see my little man's hands
Wrapped around Daddy's finger
I hold my baby boy up to the sky like he Simba
I know what it is
Cause now I know what is love
It's like you came down to earth just show me what's up, ahh

In the car with my lady bout to do the impossible
In her belly is our baby, on our way to the hospital

And it's green lights all the way
I know the route I don't need a map
But I won't lie I was petrified cause
Yo your boy's bout to be a Dad

And when you came out I was speechless
Just to be alive is the jackpot
And if my lady's strength was a sports team
I'd be the cheerleader and the mascot

But that happiness is bitter sweet
Cause I know somebody that would be so proud
Somehow peeking down
Man I hope mum can see me now like

I'm so happy I'm not coming down
I'm so happy I could die right now
Found religion in a deep breath
But I know I'm gonna forget
That I'm so fucking happy here right now

I used to bottle my feelings
Til I broke it - now I'm healing
From them days when just believing
Was a note pad and glass ceiling

I don't got no fear to run from
Ain't nobody tell me nothin'
Far from perfect but I love it
Yeah let me tell you something

My Papa he passed
Everything in my life
Stopped and just crashed
Numbing my feelings by topping my glass
Never worked for me
So I would just ask
Why would you leave us
So much more to do
He'd show up in my dreams and tell me the truth
Learn from my mistakes and I'm proud of you
I reply ok this what I'ma go'n do

Instead of just sitting here
I'm a go get it here
I gotta look
I'll be damned if I miss it here
I wrote a song
And my fans sing it crystal clear
And it's called my friend
So every time that I touch that stage
I channel you and that love you gave
I'll see you soon but until that day

So I don't know why
I'm so happy I'm not coming down
I'm so fucking happy
I'm so happy I could die right now
I'm so fucking happy
Found religion in a deep breath
But I know I'm gonna forget
That I'm so fucking happy here right now