Giving Up (Control)

I've been losing sleep
Cause instead now I weep
When I'm in bed
All I do is shed

These tears keep dropping
My heart is falling
My mind keeps running
Yeah

These tears keep dropping
My heart is falling
I've run
Out of options
Oowoah

May as well be nonexistent
I've been acting real distant
Don't wanna face my own reality
If I want change
I'll have to start with me

Look into the mirror
Don't recognize her
Who's that starting back me?
We share the same anatomy

Became a stranger to my own damn body
Lost myself in the midst of a journey
I've been better than this I have I have

These tears keep dropping
My heart is falling
I've run
Out of options

I've been writing letters
Wanted to be moving forward
Went more and more towards
Driving me, yeah
Driving me, yeah
(Loca!)
Didn't think I'd prefer my own company
Don't like who I am around certain energies
I miss the old me especially

Can't heal what I won't allow myself to feel
Dealing with trouble as it comes
Trying to not make the same
Mistakes more than once
Doing the most and risking my sanity
Doing the most and risking my sanity

Things started coming naturally
Gotta sit back and remember that I'm only twenty

These tears aren't dropping
My hearts still pumping
My minds been buffering
And I've created all new options

It's a shame
It's simple really
I've changed

I have I have I have



Credits
Writer(s): Sophia Alfaro-liriano
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