Dead Day Dance

Gotta find a way to be true
It's all I know when I'm talking to you
But I know it's not real
And soon you'll be gone
Days are all low
And I try to move on

Gotta see what you would need
To reminisce and show me the deed
If I can find someone to see
I'll dump my lonely lot in the sink

Still, I stray and reach for a way
But I don't know what else I can say
And if we're low
It won't be for long
Days are all dead
But still I stay strong

Got to find a way to see through
These black nights before I met you
When I was dead
And then you were there
Good days were so close
But I didn't care

How the hell did we get to this place?
I'm still a loser lost in a face
And all the good days seem far away
But were they real?
I just couldn't say

I guess it's life this lonely charade
And I'll resign to take up my place
And maybe someday someone will stay
And hold my arm
And take up my name