Intro

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2020 was a hell of a year
But I made it through

The clique lost a nigga we love
But we making due

Took a bottle to the head like fuck it
Let's make it two

Made a toast at the start
Then they hit us with breaking news

Aint recover from Nip
Now I'm dealing with Kobe

Dropping tears like them niggas my homies

Lotta shit I never share
If you ain't really don't know me

Like the night I thought I was dying
While I'm dealing with covid

Face stuffed in a pillow
Telling Whitney how I feel in the moment

How I ain't wanna die alone
But I feel that it's coming

And how I did some stupid shit
That made Whitney
Feel like less of a woman

And how it took some words from Zaya to comfort

How that drive to see Taylor
Made me sick to my stomach

Can't be a shining knight with chinks in my armor

Some nights I ride and cry
Cause I'm missing my mama

No some nights I ride and cry
Cause I feel disappointed

I got a long way to go
And to my family
I just want you to know

Its all love
I just hope that it shows

Nani Sharon was planting them seeds
Just hoping they grow

We over 10yrs later
Feels like open and close

Hope I'm making you proud
Saw examples from uncle
About raising a child

Ma I really hope
I'm making you smile

Wish I could call a higher power
And she put my face right in the clouds

But I'm better at writing these verses
Than writing my vows

They say I'm moving different
And as we age
Me and Shaun done got super distant

I'm at a point in my life
That I might be too dismissive

But certain shit I won't speak
That's not what I do with business

You my sister
I love you

I should make more for brittany and bubba

Just know any time they need me
They can call on they uncle

And the same go for Yauna
And the two that's up under

Niah and Mani
Don't ever lose faith in your mommy

And if you needing anything
Micka you know that you got me

Remember that time we broke down
When you drove me to college

After mama died you stepped up
I chose to be rocky

And now I live
With the results of my actions

And this music like the only thing
That's close to a passion

I remember talking to B.E
My brother told me
Get ahold of my talent

Now I'm the greatest
Aint no purpose in asking

Nigga



Credits
Writer(s): Felton Levoy Ii Binns
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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