This Summer

Oh, oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh oh
I don't know why
I don't know why but

I keep saying this summer
I'm going to change the world
But every single summer
I just end up chasing a girl
(Oh oh oh)
Maybe that girl is my world
But she wasn't last time
And she won't be next time
Because I have dreams to dream
And they are still in design
But baby you will be next in line
I hope you understand what I'm going through
Life's a roller coaster that I am rolling through
I have to figure myself out
and I'm sorry but that can't happen with you

I'm sorry that can't happen let's just put it in the past
And maybe in the future we can try and make it last
I got to get my mind right I'm not thinking about the cash
Just thinking about my children hoping I can be a dad
I lose my mind sometimes it's really kind of bad
I dwell on my mistakes and think about what I could've had
The past is in the past there's no use in being sad
Maybe it's because

I keep saying this summer
I'm going to change the world
But every single summer
I just end up chasing a girl
(Oh oh oh)
Maybe that girl is my world
But she wasn't last time
And she won't be next time
Because I have dreams to dream
And they are still in design
But baby you will be next in line
I won't stop until I reach my goal
To be in control of my mind and soul
I won't wait until tomorrow
To take control of my life let's go

We're born into this life with almost no time
The span of a lifetime a dot on the timeline
So don't look back on your life when your dying
Just live in the moment and try to be kind
(Ah, ah ah)
Mind control the pain
Don't put drugs into your brain
You'll just come out feeling the same
Life is not a game

I keep saying this summer
I'm going to change the world
But every single summer
I just end up chasing a girl
(Oh oh oh)
Maybe that girl is my world
But she wasn't last time
And she won't be next time
Because I have dreams to dream
And they are still in design
But baby you will be next in line
I hope you understand what I'm going through
Life's a roller coaster that I am rolling through
I have to figure myself out
And I'm sorry but that can't happen with you

It's true money don't mean a thing without relationships too
But I got to get something else for myself
That's my sanity got to get rid of my vanity
Always trying to be the next version of myself
Why can't I be good right now
That the question in my mind
I got to find that out
Got to find that out
Need to find that out, out

I think that this summer I will take some time for myself
I'll put my energy into my music
Empty my mind and air it out (air it out)