Leaving

Unlike what everybody thinks
I don't like seeing others hurt
But I can't make up my mind
And it's myself I'm hurting most

I don't know what to do
With love that's usually the case
But I hope someday I'll find the truth
So I can continue my trace

Every time I think about leaving
There are bonds that won't let me go
Every time I think about staying
There are feelings that I can't control

So I'll stay right here where I am
Without having him or you
I'll stay alone until I know
What I'm supposed to do

Mistakes I have made a few
But I can't do them to you them to you
I have failure in my every limb
But I can't do it to him

Every time I think about leaving
There are bonds that won't let me go
Every time I think about staying
There are feelings that I can't control

And you never asked me to be with you
And he never gave me reasons to go
So now I'm lost without a clue
Cause I simply do not know

Inside my heart
It's not all black and white
Making choices is an art
Which path is right?

Every time I think about leaving
There are bonds that won't let me go
Every time I think about staying
There are feelings that I can't control

And you have not asked for more than trust
So trust you I must

I'll tell you a secret I haven't told myself
I love you, hope you know that inside
I love you each and every side
I love you so I'll have to tell him good-bye

I am leaving
I'm sorry baby I have to go
I tried staying
But these feelings I can't control