Trying to Leave

Written May of 2004

I'm trying to choose the words carefully.
Cos I'm not at all what I used to be.
I said before I don't want to dream of you.
But now it's me in your dreams. Nothing I can do...

And I'm trying to leave but you keep me locked away in the dark.
And it's hard to breathe because I'm drowning inside your frozen heart.

And now we're face to face, and there's nowhere left to run!
You have to let me go! Just look at what you've done!
A dream of ghostly love

Wake up, wake up, wake up...
Just try to move!

I'm moving around your house, but I'm chained to your bed.
But your isolated away in another room instead.
Cats are on the prowl clawing at my stained clothes.
I'm moving over a mess to reach a door that's closed.

And I'm trying to leave but you keep me locked away in the dark.
And it's hard to breathe because I'm drowning inside your frozen heart.

But now the sun chimes in revealing your passing age.
I move to a different dream, but still we're face to face!
And nothing will replace!

And I'm trying to leave cos I'm feeling sick inside the dark.
Never let me free from your cold and lonely heart.
Running through a maze just wanting to be free.
It's dark and strange in here when you're moving over me!
You're moving over me!