One Day
One day you'll love me, might think of me
As I fade off in the distance
No, this isn't, how I end my existence
No resistance, the pain is persistent
Now I slowly think as my mind deteriorates full of hate,
And I don't know what to say to your face, and it makes me fake, yeah
Stay in your life, I tried everything
The love, the gifts, the ring to make you my wife, right?, huh
That you didn't like
Now my heart's fully frozen
Got the knife to my throat and there ain't no emotions
As this, chapter in my life is coming to a close end
Contemplating suicide, now here I go again
Gun to my head as my hand is approaching
Praying to be dead, yes again, please unload it
Nobody understands and I can't make it spoken
Yes I can, no I can't, this war leaves me hopeless
Motion the notion to make no commotion
No friend to help me, when I am broken
When there's no one there, how can I be open?
Writing the pain is the only way I know for the coping
My heart's in a vault, the pain is the key
My thoughts are at halt, nowhere to be free
Hours I ponder internally
Sometimes I wonder, do you feel like me?
Even in death, I cannot be free
God, where are you when I am in need?
Chained to this earth, I cannot be free
God, where are you? I beg and I bleed
Even in death, I cannot be free
God, where are you when I am in need?
Chained to this earth, I cannot be free
God, where are you? I beg and I plead
Death all around me, finally found me
Away from the pain? merely a fallacy
Call me insane, you're better without me
Nothing to gain, mama be proud of me
Finding my own way to escape this reality
I'd rather be dead, life is too challenging
That's enough said, you'll never get it out of me
Lately, I'm just feeling burdened and buried
The weight on my shoulders, too much to carry
Thoughts of death, getting too scary
Alcohol in my brain, dopamine in my vein
It's supposed to numb the pain, but I still feel the pain
Please tell me that I'm loved and I'm not insane
And this is my SOS cry out for help
Away from you less and less, I'm trying to shout
No one checks in, my prison's my mind
Wrestling the pain all inside
Please look at my heart and tell me I'm fine
My heart's in a vault, the pain is the key
My thoughts are at halt, nowhere to be free
Hours I ponder internally
Sometimes I wonder, why you feel like... me
Even in death, I cannot be free
God, where are you when I am in need?
Chained to this earth, I cannot be free
God, where are you? I beg and I bleed
Even in death, I cannot be free
God, where are you when I am in need?
Chained to this earth, I cannot be free
God, where are you? I beg and I plead
As I fade off in the distance
No, this isn't, how I end my existence
No resistance, the pain is persistent
Now I slowly think as my mind deteriorates full of hate,
And I don't know what to say to your face, and it makes me fake, yeah
Stay in your life, I tried everything
The love, the gifts, the ring to make you my wife, right?, huh
That you didn't like
Now my heart's fully frozen
Got the knife to my throat and there ain't no emotions
As this, chapter in my life is coming to a close end
Contemplating suicide, now here I go again
Gun to my head as my hand is approaching
Praying to be dead, yes again, please unload it
Nobody understands and I can't make it spoken
Yes I can, no I can't, this war leaves me hopeless
Motion the notion to make no commotion
No friend to help me, when I am broken
When there's no one there, how can I be open?
Writing the pain is the only way I know for the coping
My heart's in a vault, the pain is the key
My thoughts are at halt, nowhere to be free
Hours I ponder internally
Sometimes I wonder, do you feel like me?
Even in death, I cannot be free
God, where are you when I am in need?
Chained to this earth, I cannot be free
God, where are you? I beg and I bleed
Even in death, I cannot be free
God, where are you when I am in need?
Chained to this earth, I cannot be free
God, where are you? I beg and I plead
Death all around me, finally found me
Away from the pain? merely a fallacy
Call me insane, you're better without me
Nothing to gain, mama be proud of me
Finding my own way to escape this reality
I'd rather be dead, life is too challenging
That's enough said, you'll never get it out of me
Lately, I'm just feeling burdened and buried
The weight on my shoulders, too much to carry
Thoughts of death, getting too scary
Alcohol in my brain, dopamine in my vein
It's supposed to numb the pain, but I still feel the pain
Please tell me that I'm loved and I'm not insane
And this is my SOS cry out for help
Away from you less and less, I'm trying to shout
No one checks in, my prison's my mind
Wrestling the pain all inside
Please look at my heart and tell me I'm fine
My heart's in a vault, the pain is the key
My thoughts are at halt, nowhere to be free
Hours I ponder internally
Sometimes I wonder, why you feel like... me
Even in death, I cannot be free
God, where are you when I am in need?
Chained to this earth, I cannot be free
God, where are you? I beg and I bleed
Even in death, I cannot be free
God, where are you when I am in need?
Chained to this earth, I cannot be free
God, where are you? I beg and I plead
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Writer(s): Noah Phillips
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