Endgame

Hell I been consuming myself with all of my work
Proving that niggas starving for recognition at worse
I'm well aware my commitment should eat me up afterwards
Even if I could barely stomach the repercussions I'm served
See no one saw just how much would change through the years
I found this funny though given my vision was always clear in truth
I never had planned for the problems I'd see appear
But I'm lucky that all my answers was right on schedule in spirit
It's said that thinking you know it all has its cost
Regardless of if you feel like a king who's above it all
There's no concealing how heavy that crown is falling apart though
So I'll prepare what I need to save my resolve know
I never learned it the easy way in this life
See I'm certain most of these lessons to me wise over time
Taken I was a struggling student brimming with pride
So its obvious I had a lot to prove in my mind
My younger days had consisted of dumb mistakes
From all the drugs that I mixed to the acid tabs I would take
Looking back at it all I was too dependent on fate
Just who would've ever thought this would make my life hard to face
See this the bed that I made and I need to own it
Despite of the fucking fact I've been restless of late and know it
This the bed that I've made and it's time I own it
Pray my dreams isn't destined to leave me broken uh
Pray my dreams isn't destined to leave me broken

Uh yuh from day one I've been living driven even before license
Looking cooking kitchen we had mice
In bottom of the bottom visions didn't hide them
Speaking into existence wins before
I got them determination make you forget what you facing
Confiding in a pen when friends saying
Listen I could tell you bout being without doubt
When it ain't no other route mothers shout
That one day you gon understand
Living in yo own world on American land
Here goes the man tryna stop a nigga with a plan
Telling lies that paralyze I can't stand
When they do that I gotta stay true yup true that
And if tummy could talk it'd ask where the food at uh
So much flow you could row canoe that River of my conscious
Same kid here from the monsters only to grow and become one
Story bring tears to her eye like an onion young and poetic
I said it never regret it
And when it come true you dub it prophetic dedication
I put the gift into presentation
Yhey give it out like Christmas coming from the wishlist your welcome
Others can't touch but felt him my trust seldom study my plans don't tell him
I live from the past of my lifes class it was the fractions
Struggled with the math I ain't know the half
When I returned all the haters looking concerned
I got the fire in me I let it burn like usher
I be the epitome of a hustler life is a trip but I trust her
And when the stress heavy on the mind
Gotta stay on the grind snap back no fitted no trucker
I'm ready for the future plus I'm in the building like a
So let's connect and invest respect to my Gs
Who know what it means to be real
Keep fighting even when the battle uphill said
I'm ready for the future in the building like a
So let's connect and invest respect to my Gs
Who know what I means to stay real
Keep fighting even though the battle uphill yeah uh its real shit