Never Good Enough

Guess it's normality
That I haven't written in a while
No songs, no tales, no melodies
To make it feel alright

Guess it's a formality
You grieve a loss for a little while
But I didn't and I know it's gonna fuck up my mind

You say you're tired but you don't understand
How hard I've fought just to hold your hand
Thought we deserved a fate so bright
But we really were doomed, baby you and I

Oh, when I gave my love
Oh, it was never good enough
Oh, you couldn't let me in
Oh, it's the price of growing up
Guess it was never good enough
For you

And I didn't wanna be okay
After I controlled the rain that night
But you don't hang from my lips, you don't wanna dive

Into every single word I say
You've said your speech for the last time
The poison ivy's gone, I can breathe just fine

You say you're tired but you don't understand
How hard I've fought just to hold your hand
Thought we deserved a fate so bright
But we really were doomed, baby you and I

Oh, when I gave my love
Oh, it was never good enough
Oh, you couldn't let me in
Oh, it's the price of growing up

It was never good enough
It was never good enough
It was never good enough
Guess it was never good enough
For you

And I'm moving forward
Walking on eggshells
Testing the ground
Hoping I get well

Moving forward
Trying to grow
Wanna write about him
Gotta let you go

Gotta let you go