Not That Great

I tried imagining
What would happen if
I told all my secrets to you like a man again

I'd try to tell you why
I could tell a lie
Cuz I been learning from my dad yeah he's the lying type

And I don't know what else to do
And I can't find the words to say
I can't be honest with you
And that might have to be ok

I get hung up on the past
Tend to over complicate
Then I look back and feel bad
And I try to compensate

So maybe I'm not that great
And maybe I'm jealous too
I put the blame on someone else like it's a good excuse

I wish I was not this way
And maybe you're too damaged too
I know it hurts you when I say it love
But maybe I'm not good enough for you

Oooh
Oooh
Oooh

Had an epiphany
So don't be mad at me
Cuz I would hate to end this story as a tragedy

The way I criticize
Is from my mother's side
I think her love language just might be to antagonize

And I don't know what else to do
And I can't find the words to say
I can't be honest with you
And that might have to be ok

I get hung up on the past
Tend to over complicate
Then I look back and feel bad

So maybe I'm not that great
And maybe I'm jealous too
I put the blame on someone else like it's a good excuse

I wish I was not this way
And maybe you're too damaged too
I know it hurts you when I say it love
But maybe I'm not good enough for you

Oooh
Oooh
Oooh