Oceanum

This life is exhausting
Contemplate and I do it so often
I wanna remember the dreams I've forgotten
And when die I'll laugh in my coffin
At all of the things that I wish I accomplished
Waves come in and they pulling me off into the ocean the place I belong
And I wonder what it is I did wrong
But I know that this life will go on
Blurry vision of what's right and what's wrong
Can't forget all the things I've foregone
As I come to terms I'm writing this song
Thought I changed been the same all along

And the social distancing don't mean anything
I'm always feelin' this way
And It might be to late for me
I don't say anything
That I wish I would say

And the social distancing don't mean anything
I'm always feelin' this way
And It might be to late for me
I don't say anything
That I wish I could say

When I look outside the skies they seem gray
But the weather says it's sunny all day
Ever since that day been feelin' this way
But I still got hope that someday I'll change

But when the clouds go
And it's clear skies
Could you see the soul
Through dark eyes
Would you stay around
When the crowd dies
When the world burns
And the ground dries, uh

Feelin' like I'm offline
And I search for things
That I never find
And I'm stuck here
With a frozen mind
And I think might just run out of time, ay

Feelin' like a low tide
As I watch the world
Just pass by
If I stay here
Would you cut ties
Would you stay near or would you walk by

This silence it drives me insane
And nothing is numbing the pain
Not wanting the diamonds and chains
I just need a little more change
I'm hoping that one day I'll change
But I know I'll come out okay
I feel it inside of my brain
The lessons I've learned from the pain
Have made me who I am today
I don't need the fame
Make sure to remember my name

Make sure to remember my
Make sure to remember my

(But the weather says it's sunny all day
(But the weather says it's sunny all day)