Too Fast

First of all fuck the drugs
They fucked with my mental health
Second of all i believe in love now
Despite all the girls that left
Ima repeat fuck the drugs
Just in case y'all didn't get the message
Cuz sobriety is important to me these days
Can't go back to my old ways
I don't smoke i don't drink
I meditate
And when i do
Its cuz i just wanna celebrate
I'm done fuckin with these hoes
I got a girl now she accept me for who i am
Despite how fucked up i am
Never was one to search for love
Matter fact i never believed
Love found me
The things you look for will come to you once you stop searching
I used to think love is only a feeling
Well it is but its also companionship
Now i got a queen
That i love and shit

I said this last year
Ima say it again this year
I ain't the same person i was a year ago
Shi that's crazy
Goes to show
All i do is grow
All i do is learn and get better as time goes
I used to chase respect, i used to fuck w drugs, i used to fuck w hoes
That's 2019
I used to cut myself, i used to drink my sorrows down
That's starting 2020
From august of that year i started growing out of being stupid
Well i still do stupid shit but you get the message
I'm only 16 but i got a lot of life experiences to tell
I experienced a heartbreak
I experienced a panic attack shake
I experienced a really bad codeine withdrawal
I cannot stress how much better life is now
I'm content now
That's crazy wow
Uh

I cannot stress enough
That i fucked up a lot
But i never gave up
Still got the love in me
Still got the light in me
I swear to God no one can lie to me
I can see through like glass
My girl got a fat ass
Just had to grab it for a sec
Ain't tryna move too fast

Just had to grab it for a sec
Aint tryna move too fast