windshield wipers

Raindrops, rolling down the glass
Leaving tear stains on my window
And I can't just ask for it to stop
Because I know
Storm clouds follow you, I can feel it
Even just sitting inside your living room
There's an icy wind pushing us apart
Did I say too much?
Did I say enough?

My fingers hurt from writing songs about you
But you won't listen to them, so I'll just throw them out too
Along with the rest of my dreams and wishes
I keep seeing you and me in visions
Then I wake up in my bed just sitting
Alone still
I blocked and unblocked your number nine times on my phone
Cause I don't know
Whether I should stay and talk or just go
Did I leave enough unsaid?
Or should I just have told you everything instead?

Pencil marks and daydreams are the only places that our love resides
Or at least that's how it seems
Don't want it to die, and I
Know you saw my last message, but didn't reply
Is it cause I said too much?
Tell me

I need windshield wipers for my eyelids
Wanna talk to you but I'm scared to try it
If I'm in love then I can't disguise it
But if it's just a crush then I'll try to hide it
Keep me back with no words at all
When you don't text back I just want to call
But I know I can't cause we're not that far
We're not far at all but we're far apart