growing pains

I wish I knew how to turn back the time
My fear of growing old's been growing in my mind
I have your letters by my bed
So I can remind myself that losing you is just all in my head
I threw away my calendar
I don't wanna be reminded of how little time I have left
In these four walls with you

There's something scary about change
And I don't even know why, 'cause it's all I've ever wanted
But if I had the chance to stay right here for just another year
Maybe I'd be fine, I just need some more time

And I'll be changing soon
And you'll be changing too
But one thing that will never change
Is I got you

I hate the time for passing by
I'm not a fan of reconstruction even when it builds me up
It's just too hard
And I can't say goodbye

And I don't want it all to fade
The time moved way too fast and I'm not ready to move on
Empty halls without your voice to lift my morning mood
Came way too soon

And I'll be changing soon
And you'll be changing too
But one thing that'll never change
Is I got you

And I hope you know that I won't just forget
Some of the best times are still yet to come
And I hope you see the love I hold for you
Even when I don't really know how to show it to you

Changing soon
And you'll be changing too
But one thing that will never change
I got you, yeah, I have you

I got you