If There Is a God

I spent my childhood looking through the stained glass
Asking mama during mass
"If there's a god why do they take away the worst last?"
She had no answer I cannot blame her
Cause my extended fam is steadfast
They use religion like the Romans formed Phalanx
They say I gotta love 'em anyway I say thanks
Cause they don't do the same no reciprocation
Now I want no relation, look
Flipping through the passages wasn't my right
Of passage cause the real test is illegal and corrupt, uh
I can't read the bible but I'm speaking to disciples
Siphon out the evangelicals and fuck shit
I had my doubts and now desire fuel me on my path
Christian college come full circle, man you do the math
Geometry is poetry in motion lemme get lil closer
Maybe cause some more commotion

If there is a god out there will he save me from myself
If there is a god out there can he overpower all the voices
If there is a god out there oh somewhere out there
Will he save me from myself

I just needed someone to save me
In my darkest time of need
The devil was knocking on my door
Bust my windows, and set the devils free
Where was he when I was tearing myself down
Where was he when my nightmares were on repeat
I was at the end of my rope
But all I needed was a god (God, god, god)

If there is a god out there will he save me from myself
If there is a god out there can he overpower all the voices
If there is a god out there oh somewhere out there
Will he save me from myself