Drown

Have you ever been held up and locked inside room
Roommate gonna beat you up
He's the twice the size of you
Doctor says you're crazy
Put your arms right through
Cross em up and tie the back
And drift into the blue
Mom and dad just went and dropped me off
Nurses took me to the back
Restraint so I can't move
I'm trying to attack
But really it's defensive
Grown men got knees up on my back
Calm down, I'm gonna drown
A piece of me forever gone
I don't know what to do
Probably the start of my abandonment issues
Took a couple decades
To sort that out and seek what's true
I was just an angry dude
What do you expect
After what I have been through
Pop another pill but don't you dare smoke any pot
22 Prescription pills
But don't do any drugs
Do your homework in the fog
Look, there ain't nothing wrong
Got the sickness at age six
So start him on that strong
Have you ever been held up and locked inside room
Roommate gonna beat you up
He's the twice the size of you
Doctor says you're crazy
Put your arms right through
Cross em up and tie the back
And drift into the blue

I don't know where my minds going (Down)
I feel like I am going to (Drown)
Die Today so I don't have to (Mourn)
Get up again, I don't want no more

Never even given a chance
Just put to trance
Enhance the stagnant state of comatose
With a dose I can't
Think or do a damn thing
Empty shell of nothing
Like a rat that's put through tests
Tortured to unrest
They strapped me down and kept me up all night
To test me on some stimulants
They tried to keep me down with this
Like that makes sense
The cry that's made for help results in pills to pop
Handed to me straight from doctors
Never really gave a shit
Or they'd have realized harm that's done
And put a stop to this
Instead they wrote another script
Sleeping giants can't come back to hit
But I went off the shit
Despite the warnings, I woke up instead
Went from blind to seeing red
But I made peace with it
Have you ever been held up and locked inside room
Roommate gonna beat you up
He's the twice the size of you
Doctor says you're crazy
Put your arms right through
Cross em up and tie the back
And drift into the blue

I don't know where my minds going (Down)
I feel like I am going to (Drown)
Die Today so I don't have to (Mourn)
Get up again, I don't want no more



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Writer(s): Cameron Sherman
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