2AM in Richmond

Ok way too gone
Fighting for freedom
Depressing and stressing
While watching for legends and wondering if ima be one
Hold on my heart like the pledge of allegiance
Planning my future as if ima see it
Bottom of bottles I'm willing to see em
Difference is idk if ima breathe
I cannot leave
Tired of the motor mouths that I been told about
Not gonna lie all dis shits getting old
I gotta throw em out
Swim wit the fishes if niggas ain't riding the wave from the go
I am the goat and i been took and told ya this shits gonna grow
Cuz I'm hot when I'm cold
My life can wait I got places to go
My life can wait I got places to go
Nah I can pop my shit
Talk my shit
But I grow impatient
Now lemme walk my shit
Fuck it up thats why I'm here on your playlist
I need the throne I been patiently waiting
Well I been waiting but I ain't so patient
I got some demons so close
That I been telling God all the things that I'm hearing from satan

My heart ain't making noise
It's breaking to pieces
Knowing I ain't gotta choice
I'm facing these demons
Its 2 AM in the city
I'm wide awake staring ceiling
I don't know what i did wrong
I'm askin u to forgive me
Till then I'll thug it out
Next to me
Just tell these demons cut it out
Rescue me

Ok I'm way too far
How ima fix it
Choosing between bottles and blunts
Or just staying home ain't making a difference
Why am I never consistent
Fuck it
Ima just sit back and listen
To all of my old shit and find an emotion to find out why I'm so conflicted
I was convinced that I was alone
And I was deprived and I was at home
But I wont alive and I was too strong
And I do not lie but look at my life
Its like the divide between heaven or hell
Or hell and a jail
Or hell in a cell
Yeah i was blessed but all in my chest I'm filling wit stress
And giving up less to life
The best tonight
Blood running through my body like a damn electrolyte
Going thru my phone
Tryna pray to pray to god that I get a text tonight
But that won't happen
Boy stop lacking
Demon singing
Toni Braxton
Closed case open casket
Ain't no ratchet in sight
Stop for both hands on midnight
And they got 4 5to seal my lip tight
Breathe so emotions sit right
Cuz if not the gun cocked better let that shit bite
And demons fade away
How in the fuck I live right
Gotta get right
Niggas got a lil bitty bark but pit bite
I'm losing sleep cuz on god why I stay in dirt
But the grass so green on this side

My heart ain't making noise
It's breaking to pieces
Knowing I ain't gotta choice
I'm facing these demons
Its 2 AM in the city
I'm wide awake staring ceiling
I don't know what i did wrong
I'm askin u to forgive me
Till then I'll thug it out
Next to me
Just tell these demons cut it out
Rescue me

Ok I sit right, I'm finally faded
I'm finally jaded
Whatever you call it
I finally made it
Chanel said goddamn lil brother baking
When I hit rock bottom she would take me
Into a place where I'm fighting mirrors
And I break the glass whenever I make it
Shit take me back, even tho I'm all good
I blow off steam
Me and my woes, we all trading blows
We play for opposing football teams
Now all a sudden my life making sense
Y'all came to listen and I came to vent
Why would I let all this live in my head, ha
When none of its paying me rent, damn
Pack up, tent, suddenly I'm feeling better
Quarantine getting my mind right
But I know that this ain't for forever
Whatever for worse or the better
Somebody trying me never
When you live in VA you understand
When I say feelings can change like the weather
Wait slow it down
Tell me why this shit is getting hectic its like 10 of y'all
Sometimes all my points come after periods like menopause
I know that its my fault cuz I don't let no one close to me
But you think I got virus cuz they distant from me socially