Summer Love

Hmmmmm
Hmmmmm

Late night walks on the beaches
We would lay their holding hands
Sit back, fold out the towel
For a moment, no care about the world's demands
Reminisce on the fulfilling life that
We would hope and plan to have
Rummaging through, check the bag
Forget the snacks, just sit and laugh
Don't know what's gonna happen next
Side by side with a heart of bliss
Asking God should we take a risk
Mind's made up, can't pass on this
Dang, least we had each other
Never had to second guess or wonder
Answered every time I called your number
Talking late until I hit my slumber
But I've been trippin on this every night
Asking myself does this feel right
Concept of marriage so out of sight
But this present feeling got me reaching heights
Never knew our hearts were made of steel
They don't teach this when it's on the screen
Man, this attachment is getting real
But what will they say when we try to leave

Never should have gotten this close
Now when you walk past I stay froze
Try to fight it, but I stay low
Because what could have been is now gone
Crazy I thought we would make it
Just a feeling I was chasing
Now my mind just stays erasin
Memories of love-filled pages

Sip coffee, bring it back to the
Simpler times when it was you and me
Never in a hurry, casting all our worries
Lay in my arms as you try to read
Uhh, try to go find release
But we already said our peace
Happiness seems so out of reach
When you search for love and you find a tease
Life came in a flash and bit me twice
Thought with love you would try to fight
Now I sit here and I'm tryna write
While the idea of losing you keeps me up at night
Am I really scared of losing you
Or will I miss the companionship
I hate the feeling of abandonment
But it's hard to get right when you plan to miss

Should have never gotten this close
Now when you walk past I stay froze
Try to fight it, but I stay low
Because what could have been is now gone
Crazy I thought we would make it
Just a feeling I was chasing
Now my mind just stays erasin
Memories of love-filled pages

You punch the pillow as you scream and shout
As you lay in your room tryna figure out
Why it's so hard to love, wanna change the route
Who is going come arrive and go take the cloud
I never wanna go and try to give my soul
To someone else, but I thought that they would make me whole
I didn't understand the toll it'd take
But it seems all the good ones can be so fake
They'll take your heart, and try to go and crush it
Break you down till you can barely function
Hurt left over from the mass destruction
But our eyes were blinded from the repercussions
We don't really think about these things
When we're sitting there in the moment
My summer love may be gone
But Christ's love should be all I wanted

Should have never gotten this close
Now when you walk past I stay froze
Try to fight it, but I stay low
Because what could have been is now gone
Crazy I thought we would make it
Just a feeling I was chasing
Now my mind just stays erasin
Memories of love-filled pages