Prayed For

Oh whoa
Prayed For
Oh oh oh

As I look back in the past
I'm emotionally stressed
Had a perfect life
Then it went downhill from here
Felt like I'm in hell
From all the baggage I went through
Is it all my fault
All I can say is damn me
Why am I still alive
Wondering to myself what can I do with my life
Put my pain into this music
Thought I had support
All I got is god and brothers for life

Love my brothers like we blood
Life is too short
Almost got shot for some bullshit
I Ain't no street nigga
Just mind my business
Ain't even a fighter
All my life I've been called pussy
I wanna do something for me
Been controlled to do what I don't wanna do
Fighting these demons inside of me
Thinking I'ma be alright
knowing well I ain't even okay
Forgot to take care of myself
Been taking care of everybody else

Felt like my body shot down
Have a good heart
I'll just let people walk all over me
Crying every second
Almost left with nowhere to go
Could've been in the streets
Whether I could've lived or been dead at the spot

I'm praying for me
This ain't what I prayed for
Sometimes I wanna be locked somewhere to vent
Should've kept the problems I had to myself
Had times I drank my problems
Having a habit of being an alcoholic
Lord can you help me right now

Rain on me
Lord, won't you take this pain from me
I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breathe

Rain on me
Lord, won't you take this pain from me
I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breathe in danger



Credits
Writer(s): Anthony Dior, Anthony Chery
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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