Broken Gavel

My thought is penciled
Not top of mental
What I jot's essential
Non stop led strokes
Thoughts plot ta mend quotes
Not glocks or benzos
I sought ta tend folks
Minds lost not yet home
So I need meds
Might get me outta bed
Like no feet rest gets me outta head
What I believe yes
Doubts now their dead
This will make me best
Frowns around ta grins
I receive smiles
Even when I seem vile
Coffee with cream tiles
Is seen fa miles
All I speak is bile not ta leak lies told
Demon in me eye know
Makes me think wild
The goal is ta cope with
No hocus pocus
Hope takes away hopeless
The known foe culprit
We reap what's sewn in
Needle thread woven
Don't seek unholy land
Where known goat is

If ya don't know don't say ya think so
Wash ya lies an pride
Down the sink flows
Everything's not
What it seems though
Gotta stop judging people

If ya don't know don't say ya think so
Wash ya lies an pride
Down the sink flows
Everything's not
What it seems though
Gotta stop judging people

Locked in my rhymes
Doc says ya lost found blind
When off cloud nined
Gotta come down up top
Ground time
Not what's thought
A long drop now's fine
Loosened screws bout ta pop
Out mind get around tight
I put myself in this clinic
Ta rid my hell when i'm cynic
Aside pushed my health
With resentment
Find well minds a pit slip
At one point I was enlightened
Lost feeling became frightened
Lucifer opened third eyelid
Who knew for sure was it lies then
Now where I am isn't like an asylum
Found inside head in bounds of lions
Proud excitement
When out of my pin
Unbound I get
When calm down high lifts
I should be mindful when minds full
I could peak why though
Then it's my fault
Why should we trial no lies or bull
Time would flee right so
Might unfolds

If ya don't know don't say ya think so
Wash ya lies an pride
Down the sink flows
Everything's not
What it seems though
Gotta stop judging people

If ya don't know don't say ya think so
Wash ya lies an pride
Down the sink flows
Everything's not
What it seems though
Gotta stop judging people

I'll never take this world for granted
Let love unfurl an plant it
Sorry all I hurt and damaged
Trauma never learned to manage
See my mind wasn't right
Make my wrongs rights
Now I have no thoughts lied
Thanks doc minds alright
I have imbalance of chemical
Had me speak fowl notes
Out the mental show
It's known need a pill an gulp
I can't believe in what I feel an know
He said if it's real I won't know
Stopped weed to tell
It's no smoke blows
Pill popped takes away unknown Vocals in own skull
This hurts like head hit with anvil
No judge or jury
I said in amityville an that's real
So I know I broke the handle
On gavel

If ya don't know don't say ya think so
Wash ya lies an pride
Down the sink flows
Everything's not
What it seems though
Gotta stop judging people

If ya don't know don't say ya think so
Wash ya lies an pride
Down the sink flows
Everything's not
What it seems though
Gotta stop judging people

If you speak
What you haven't experienced
With no facts seen
Then you're delirious
You can have beliefs still be curious
Could be imagining
Don't believe it's serious

If you speak
What you haven't experienced
With no facts seen
Then you're delirious
You can have beliefs still be curious
Could be imagining
Don't believe it's serious