Scars

So many scars on my body swear it's crazy I'm still living
You would think I was God's favorite all the chances I've been given
They tell me I'm going crazy I just tell'em that I'm driven
I can't slow down steady speeding until I complete my mission
So many scars on my body swear it's crazy I'm still living
You would think I was God's favorite all the chances I've been given
They tell me I'm going crazy I just tell'em that I'm driven
I can't slow down steady speeding until I complete my mission

Feel like I been on the run because I constantly go missing
To much weighting on my heart so most days I just keep my distance
Why I had to lose so many before I finally religion
Guess God tried to wake me up wish instead he altered my vision
But I can't break cause my kids young yet old enough to pay attention
But some nights when the house asleep I sit and cry inside my kitchen
Yeah I know you had to go but that don't make it any different
Sometimes wish life was a story and the author made revisions
Wish I could hear my mama voice them long phone calls I'm steady missing
Swear she tell me straighten up when life get tough and I start slipping
Sorry Mama for them nights of popping pills and lean sipping
You had left me all alone so I broke down and started tripping

So many scars on my body swear it's crazy I'm still living
You would think I was God's favorite all the chances I've been given
They tell me I'm going crazy I just tell'em that I'm driven
I can't slow down steady speeding until I complete my mission
So many scars on my body swear it's crazy I'm still living
You would think I was God's favorite all the chances I've been given
They tell me I'm going crazy I just tell'em that I'm driven
I can't slow down steady speeding until I complete my mission

Somehow I gotta another chance even after all of my falling
I still working out the kinks so I can't lie and say I'm balling
Messed around and took a lost I was expecting more applauding
Had to stop looking for help I had start doing that to often
Gotta focus of the future cuz the past is full of pain
Sometimes I visit old memories when my days are full of rain
God keeps calling home my favorites so my life don't feel the same
I wanna see them when I leave so I know that I gotta change
I don't grieve I celebrate and love the few that still remain
Staying busy cuz if not the void start picking at my brain
For a year a sat there dying felt like I was locked in chains
Would of left if I could but for my kids I still remain

So many scars on my body swear it's crazy I'm still living
You would think I was God's favorite all the chances I've been given
They tell me I'm going crazy I just tell'em that I'm driven
I can't slow down steady speeding until I complete my mission
So many scars on my body swear it's crazy I'm still living
You would think I was God's favorite all the chances I've been given
They tell me I'm going crazy I just tell'em that I'm driven
I can't slow down steady speeding until I complete my mission



Credits
Writer(s): Devonte Lockwood
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