Family Issues

Yea, Pj

Kings With Attitude

My people wasn't fuckin wit me, when i gave em all my energy
So i cut ties wit all my people
And when i cut ties with all my people, really show you that
everybody don't treat you like yo equal
And when yo family mistreat you it really brang out this evil
Man God forgive me for all this anger in me

I wore my heart on my sleeve, it got me hurt a plenty
All i can thank God for is showing me the enemy
I don't fit in with my family, in no type of order
I'm the black sheep that nobody wanted
Grew up so misunderstood, people loved his soul and his demeanor
Said you gon places my boy

But he ain't get that shit, cause why it take so long for him to get there
I was just a lil boa, i was just a yougnn
Mama strugglin and shit have you ever had to take away the groceries before?
Mama struggled so long that i had to hustle
Prolly the only thing i'll ever thank Todd for

He ain in my life and ain't in my siblings either
But how yall call him a man, a man ain't really a man
If he don't take care of his children, he know that they livin
Have you ever felt that type of hurt before
As a kid i always felt the void i was wrong i used women
That's the cover up of this story

But once i learned they couldn't feel what i was lookin for
Walkin ova broken glasses and broken dreams and broken hearts
But mama always told me from the start
women ain't no object you a King treat em like a Queen
I promise they won't ignore it

I learned from my pops is always love yo kids
And never ever ignore em
I remember all them missed games they was important
It's like you told me you was coming through
He laughed told me you always had them pipe dreams
I told em i love to cook, it keep me going
It keep me going it keep me flowing,
I'm gettin distant from my famiy and it's showing

Forever growing God brought me through so much i can't ignore em
Hallelujah i give him the glory and you know
Jesus is a Black man if you ain't know it

Yashua

I was fightin depression without nobody knowing
I swear i wanted to die but God kept me going
I wasn't myself for months and nobody noticed
I had suicidal thoughts, X was right they only love you when you die

Love is Evol

So please belive me, please don't cry when you see my soul in a different form
I still got the scars of a kid fightin depression
If i cut the right vein will i finally learn my lesson
I don't need no gun, for no motherfuckin protection
My hands certified, bitch they a lethal weapon don't catch em

Long live Faith
Long live Chealsea
Long live Demarcus
Long live TC
Long Live Todd
Long live Katrina

May your souls rest in paradise