Not Enough

I will hold my head up high
I won't let you see me cry
They say broken hearts heal with time
But not mine
I'm not sure why this is true
My heart only beats for you
I wish everything that we had done
Wasn't so sour on my tongue

Was it ever enough
Guess my loving, forgiving heart wasn't enough
'Cause I couldn't get
I can't forget
That September night you stole all of my trust
And I tried
Yeah, I did fucking try
But even after all this time you still fucking lie
Right to my face
Make me feel ashamed
That it's me you don't want 'cause I'm not good enough

Now the pain comes in waves
The shore eroding away
In a minute I'll slip away
Like I was never there
Just seeing you there with her
Makes my whole fold under
And I knew it to be, but you still promised me
Why was I so quick to believe

That it could be enough
Guess my loving, forgiving heart wasn't enough
'Cause I couldn't get
I can't forget
That September night you stole all of my trust
And I tried
Yeah, I did fucking try
But even after all this time you still fucking lie
Right to my face
Make me feel ashamed
That it's me you don't want 'cause I'm not good enough

You can say
Whatever you want to
But don't say it's not true
You slept with whoever you wanted to
I was ready for you
To say you loved me too
But it just never
You'd rather say her name
You never came home
And that night alone
Was all that I needed to let you go
Let you go

'Cause I tried
Yeah, I did fucking try
But even after all this time you still fucking lie
Right to my face, I'm done with these damn charades
Why am I begging for your love
When I am way more than enough