Problems

Hide behind exceptions
Attempt to look at it from my perspective, I'm just seven
Momma restless, I'm a fuckin' mess and dad just left with
Nothin'
And still somehow took everything
With him
Ma still ain't forgive him
But got the heart to tell me that I should
Said I fuckin' wouldn't even if I could
Even if he stood
Right in front of me and said he really back for good
Hardly made it out the dirt
Only 'cause of her
So I put my momma first
Don't get it twisted, I still hate you bitches
Yall are different, you the cost of livin'
Always trippin' 'bout some shit that never mattered
Give an ultimatum, then I take the latter and get called a dick
My thoughts acidic
Remember people only when the cops have killed 'em
But a modern day holocaust, forget it
Ain't gon' act like I'm above wishin' death on an individual
So you can fuck yourself and drown in a swimmin' pool
Hold you down in there
Chuckle when I watch you tryin' to come up for air
This the pain I make you bare
For the hate that I take everywhere
I couldn't explain to yall what it's like here
I been having nightmares
Causing nights where I'm glaring at the wall
Swear to god sometimes I can even hear it talkin'
I don't need help, I need motherfuckin' options
Now I'm getting why my last couldn't stop calling me toxic

What the fuck would I do without all these problems
Bitch that left me with no damn pot to
Piss in, then I hit the damn bottom
They wanna poke me, already got a
Thorn in my side, smoke in my eyes
Pain in my neck from your girl layin' in bed so
What the fuck would I do without all these motherfuckin' problems

Bet you thought that I would fuckin' crumble
Without you
I hate I can't forget but you will always be my number one
In the list of my regrets
Now I'm over with it
Fuck your word, it was my mistake for tryna hold you to it
Hope you know you blew it, roped me to it
Dug a grave and tried to throw me through it, now I put it all in this verse
You was talkin' to him behind my back while I was nuttin' on yours
But I fuckin' get it, why you hate me
I feel the same b, we on the same beat
Now these fuckin' hoes tryna date me
I tell 'em we can fuck but afterwards you gotta stay the fuck away because
Ain't no way that imma let you play me like a broken record
You called me toxic but these new bitches tryna fight the fact they into it
Actin' like they can give me what my ex lacked
Then be fuckin' with a dude soon as I didn't text back

What the fuck would I do without all these problems
Bitch that left me with no damn pot to
Piss in, then I hit the damn bottom
They wanna poke me, already got a
Thorn in my side, smoke in my eyes
Pain in my neck from your girl layin' in bed so
What the fuck would I do without all these motherfuckin' problems

Got a beat from your homie, then crapped out a verse about dope
Played it back after throwing every damn effect in the book
Now you're thinkin' you're the fuckin' goat, bitch
Sit the fuck down
You an actor, not a rapper
I was rappin' better as a bed wetter with the small bladder
Difference now, I'm older
But I'm still pissin' on every letter that you wrote
You and I are different
What you come up with in a week don't compare to what I can do when I'm half asleep
Just stop and listen, you ain't competition, you ain't opposition
You a motherfuckin' clown with a mic
They tryna take my soul
Paranoia got me telling cabs drop me off a block from my crib
She tryna come through, I said
Let's go to your crib instead
Lying to my ex when I told her I'll be different, imma be like this until I'm motherfuckin' dead

What the fuck would I do without all these problems
Bitch that left me with no damn pot to
Piss in, then I hit the damn bottom
They wanna poke me, already got a
Thorn in my side, smoke in my eyes
Pain in my neck from your girl layin' in bed so
What the fuck would I do without all these motherfuckin' problems



Credits
Writer(s): Amer Ali
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