BLESSINGS (feat. Lil gizmo)

Lemme' tell you why I do this yeah it's not for the fame
It's not to cop some jewelry like an icy chain
I Been through some shit yeah the devil brought some pain
Carried that shit on my shoulders I'm standing tall today
I still don't really understand on why you walked away
Remember cryin' in mommas arms like will I be okay
I think it's time for me to drink and smoke
I think it's time for me to smoke and be alone
Ridin' all the waves to find myself that's the way it goes
I see myself in the future dawg I'm doin' shows
I almost didn't make it here, I almost ended it
Drew called my line it's almost like he suspected it
I never thanked you dawg you saved my life I never mentioned it
Shit

The ups and downs in my life it's like a roller coaster
Blockin' out hate in my life it was nice to know ya'
I'm not the same me I was a few years ago
Takin' all the shots from the haters I absorb the blows
I know you mad that I did shit I stole the show
Yeah you did fuck my girl but you can keep the hoe
I need to take some time to really count my blessings
Almost lost my sister and Mikey that shit was messy
New born baby the whole situation heavy
Thanking god you saved them, you really blessed me
Shit you saved Nick too
Another blessing in disguise
I remember thinking in that moment, like how the fuck could you take their lives man
I can't stand seeing the tears in mommas eyes man
Like how could you take all my loved ones in that night man
But you didn't though
I just had to sit back trust in faith
And let the river flow
Yeah you need to know that life can be a bumpy road
Just strap in yo' seatbelt man and enjoy the show

This a message to the haters that's some real shit
I know y'all wish that you could just be me now
I find it crazy how y'all just wanna see me down
Beat me up I took a loss but now I got this crown
Shit I never stopped grinding
I'm doing this for my family yeah I swear I'm not lyin'
Momma stop all that cryin'
Ima take away that pain pay yo' bills one day
Yeah you never gotta worry 'bout money again
Speak it to existence this is where it all begins
This my craft my creation pushin' this damn pen
Makin' poetry for your ears shit that's all I know
In the studio makin' hits so I can sell out shows
So y'all can come and hear me really just flow
On the mic I'm spittin' different I'm really speakin' from my soul hold on
Yeah

Yeah yeah yeah
I know that life it can get a lil' bumpy
But you can make it through man just trust me
Yeah yeah yeah
You can make it through just trust me
Stay strong out there
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