Better / Harder Days

Thinking 'bout better days (better days)
Living in these harder days (harder days)
Feeling left out socially
With a room full of people on holidays (holidays)
I done got robbed so many times 'bout my love
But you can't take my heart away (heart away)
I promise I'ma ball today
I'll pick myself up if I fall today (fall today)
Thinking 'bout better days (better days)
Living in these harder days (harder days)
Feeling left out socially
With a room full of people on holidays (holidays)
I done got robbed so many times 'bout my love
But you can't take my heart away (heart away)
I promise I'ma ball today
I'll pick myself up if I fall today, yeah

You live by the gun, you gone die about it
I done been through so much I don't cry about it
High on thoughts so I might as well fly private
I overthink, that's why I mainly lie about it
They need help
I'm the first to do the dash but I realized I got to watch my mileage
Whether not if I'm wrong or right
Either way I know my niggas gone slide about it
Every friend that I tried to make done fucked me over
That's why I got trust issues (trust issues)
It's so hard putting trust in you (trust in you)
Asking myself if there's love you (love in you)
Steady fighting demons in my sleep
Dripping tears on my sheets
I'm not comfortable
But with all of this pain going on
I promised myself I would comfort you
Thinking back and forth like 'is it worth it?' (worth it)
I get nervous (nervous)
'Cause I'm hurting (hurting)
I stay quiet
Don't want to be a burden (burden)
Ain't got patience so nothing's for certain (certain)
Got to understand that I'm just a man
In his starter days so I'm working (I'm working)
Before I trust a man
Rather cut my hand
My mistake but no I ain't a surgeon (surgeon)

Thinking 'bout better days (better days)
Living in these harder days (harder days)
Feeling left out socially
With a room full of people on holidays (holidays)
I done got robbed so many times 'bout my love
But you can't take my heart away (heart away)
I promise I'ma ball today
I'll pick myself up if I fall today (fall today)
Thinking 'bout better days (better days)
Living in these harder days (harder days)
Feeling left out socially
With a room full of people on holidays (holidays)
I done got robbed so many times 'bout my love
But you can't take my heart away (heart away)
I promise I'ma ball today
I'll pick myself up if I fall today, yeah

I can't show no more sympathy
'Cause when no one was feeling me
I felt they energy
Thoughts of watching you leave by my side is killing me
I really thought you was into me
Rather dream about you leaving a thousand times
Then having to witness that physically
I play dumb but I'm smarter in my mind
Keep a G in case they want to get rid of me
It's so hard to love me
I overthink
Every second, I feel like you gone leave
Feeling lonely, I'm always left on seen
Crushed my feelings
Then left and let me bleed
Put a lock on my heart and burned the key
Reassurance is all a nigga need
I fall back and I promise I won't speak
That's just how my mentality fuck with me
This that real shit
You gone feel this
Trackhawk murdered out but I don't kill shit
And it's still fuck the system
Even if they broke or even if they real shit
Got too much on my mind
I can't cope with my pride
It's a lot of problems that I deal with
If you here by my side
I promise I'm gone ride
I thank God for blessings me with real jits (real jits)

Thinking 'bout better days (better days)
Living in these harder days (harder days)
Feeling left out socially
With a room full of people on holidays (holidays)
I done got robbed so many times 'bout my love
But you can't take my heart away (heart away)
I promise I'ma ball today
I'll pick myself up if I fall today (fall today)
Thinking 'bout better days (better days)
Living in these harder days (harder days)
Feeling left out socially
With a room full of people on holidays (holidays)
I done got robbed so many times 'bout my love
But you can't take my heart away (heart away)
I promise I'ma ball today
I'll pick myself up if I fall today, yeah

(Pick myself up if I fall today)



Credits
Writer(s): Justus Hodo
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