Take my hand

I regret somethings that I did when I'm looking back like remember
When I used to flip then say that it's the last time
It's funny how these pictures sit so clearly in my damn mind
I just want it I back maybe this time i could act right
Or maybe I'm just tripping my whole world a fucking landslide
But girl you something different I'm addicted never asked why
Cos I could list a million of things on every blank line to and still
I'd miss a couple bits cos I just feel your that nice
But me I'm known to mess up everything I ever got or touched
Apologised so many times sometimes it is not enough
And trustings such a struggle I don't know if I could ever love
Talking to devil in my head I see the stress erupt Thinking it was better once
I'll never have that shit again sipping on my whiskey
While I'm smoking on a cigarette I've wondered did you miss me
Did you ever think to hit or text probably not probably
Remember me for the disrespect

Where do I start and what do I say I was lost in the past I'd forgotten my ways
Now I'm dropping these bars of how I've not been the same
I can only blame me for making stupid mistakes

But Im still getting butterflies your love is undeniable
I know I wasn't nothing but destructive unreliable
My warm heart frozen cold like winter it has icicles and after school
I started fucking up I wasn't liked at all
And I couldn't see that I'm the cause
Or why Im acting spiteful more
When you was bending over backwards breaking up your spinal cord
Ignorance was bliss until I witnessed what my lies had caused
And now it's gone I realised what I lost throughout them mindless thoughts
When i was picking arguments you'd call it immature of me
I guess it was cos I ever felt was insecurities
Examining these memories like bodies in the mortuary realised
Then I loved you shoulda treat you more importantly
But I was dumb I still am 26 next month and yeah
I still ain't got my shit planned still a load mishaps
Still a load things I won't admit so you don't think bad
Cos honestly my past records hardly intact

Where do I start and what do I say I was lost in the past I'd forgotten my ways
Now I'm dropping these bars of how I've not been the same
I can only blame me for making stupid mistakes



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Writer(s): Jay Sparrow
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