One of a Kind

She the light in my dreams
Shine bright night scene
She might just be
The highlight of my teens
Met her I was nineteen
Way before the vaccine
We would talk about life
She was all about green
Talking nature-esq things
Like going hiking
I told her bout my bike
I wish we went biking
She bought me ice cream
That was such a nice thing
No girl thought about me
Then she turned to my queen
I remember her diet
She only ate gluten free
Nuggets in the microwave
I would laugh bout how she eat
I mean I'm not the one to talk
I barely cook but I can clean
She play the Xbox
I think she like Destiny
That's not my type of game
But we like the same things

With my luck I fucked the whole thing up
With my luck
I broke her trust
Was stuck in a rut
No longer awestruck
I wished her good luck
Walked away from what we had
I just didn't give a fuck
It's as simple as it is
As simple as it looks
My pride took over
So I closed the open the book
Didn't even take a look
To see how she felt
She called me facetime
I barely spoke I know she felt
Confused and prolly dealt
With the pain on her own
It hurts deep inside to know I did that on my own
She deserves a fucking throne
That can't be overthrown
I'm so sorry bout the past
I'll spend my life atoning for my tone
I feel the pain when I'm alone

She so forgiving
Who am I kidding
Do I derserve a second chance
It doesn't really seem fitting
But we here and im not quitting
I got plans for us like knitting
You know just some corny shit
Cus I got tired of resisting
My true feelings when you missing
And lately you been missin
So my feelings been persisting
Persisting on this
I had to write this song
Just so you could hear this
And I had to write my wrongs
Just so you could feel this
I hope it helps you heal a bit
I hope it helps you heal some