Drowning

I'm tryna find my way like I'm lost up in a maze
My mind tell me to move on but my heart tell me to stay
Feel the water rise beneath me like I'm drowning in a wave
Moments last forever but memories fade away
Moments come and go and memories fade away
Right before you know it things unexpectedly change
The good out weights the bad I'm more happy than I'm sad
I wake up with a smile hardly wake up being mad
I cherish everyday like I'll never see the next
My heart tell me to stay but my mind tell me to rest
Don't see you all the time so I try to do my best
I hit you on the phone won't pick up answer my text
I saw you at your lowest and I still think you're best
I'm trying to get this money save the worry for the next
A lot of shit been on my mind say I am but I'm not fine
I want to see you strive hate that I can't call you mine
I'm selfish overthinking, scared that I might do some time
Past coming to haunt me but I know I'm not that guy
I look up to the lord ask for strength to get me by
Some probably got it worse but I'm just thankful this is why
I'm tryna find my way like I'm lost up in a maze
My mind tell me to move on but my heart tell me to stay
Feel the water rise beneath me like I'm drowning in a wave
Moments last forever but memories fade away
I'm tryna find my way like I'm lost up in a maze
My mind tell me to move on but my heart tell me to stay
Feel the water rise beneath me like I'm drowning in a wave
Moments last forever but memories fade away
Doubting me is expected I lay low like a necklace
Don't wanna see me winning like thanksgiving I'm giving
Forgive me lord my sins and I pray I know that listen
Lost a mentor, my best friend like PnB in my feelings
Got people trying plot on me got less friends more enemies
Been everywhere if you asked me
Probably somewhere getting this money
Seems to get my mind off the bad things
Hard on myself like an athlete
Sometimes I fear my parents won't see
Me making something out of myself
Independent like my brothers well
We all made it out of our town
Trying to figure what's the move now
I'm still working trying to plan it out A, B, C, D, E
Must be prepared for anything don't wanna go back to struggling
I've worked too hard to repeat some days I can't even get sleep
Like consenplating gonna kill me
Not a cover story this the real Greene
Not negative more positive but the negativity fuels me
To carry on keep my head high rise high something like a jet be
Won't let fear consume my dreams
I'm tryna find my way like I'm lost up in a maze
My mind tell me to move on but my heart tell me to stay
Feel the water rise beneath me like I'm drowning in a wave
Moments last forever but memories fade away
I'm tryna find my way like I'm lost up in a maze
My mind tell me to move on but my heart tell me to stay
Feel the water rise beneath me like I'm drowning in a wave
Moments last forever but memories fade away



Credits
Writer(s): Kirill Magai, Maurice Stroman
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