Far Away, From Here

Each time that I find a picture
It awakens a feeling that I had then
I'd think I was so much richer
If the past came back to me until the end

And the more that I see the less I will know
As my memory starts to fade to black
And the more that I feel the less I will show
Even my own stories are a little jacked

Come see me, I don't mind the pain
It's been such a lonely time
If I could recognize my ways
I wouldn't feel bad
To tell you I don't love you anymore

But how I wonder, I can't see you anymore

All my friends came to my side
Kept me sane kept me sober, alive
I'm amazed that I didn't lose it at all

But I don't think they realize
How it hurts when I looked in your eyes
And you broke down on your knees and started to bawl
Oh

Oh, don't leave me, I can't take the pain
It's been such a lonely time
If I could recognize my ways
I wouldn't feel bad
To tell you how I'm feeling anymore

But how I wonder, I can't see you anymore

Oh and I can't help how I feel now
So afraid just to let it all out
Come sit down, take a load off, let's have a ball

Run my hands through my own hair
Take a hint when I look at your stare
And I wonder if I didn't lose it at all
At all, at all, at all, at all
Oh
At all, at all, at all, at all

If I could only change my ways
I wouldn't feel bad
To tell you I can't stay here anymore
But how I wonder, I can't see you anymore
Oh

So listen to me
Consciously unspoken feelings
Never really happen 'till you break
And if waited so long
It's because I'm afraid to really wake