i wish

I'm tired
But I can't sleep
These crows feet keep me
Awake
I hear em tap at the glass pane
These small words are what keep me sane

In my brain
I wish I knew
All these promises no they don't make a truth
I guess I knew that really
Yet I'm still here in the booth
I wish I grew, but not on my own
I wish I didn't fucking have to go
I wish I just stayed a while
Instead I'm stuck, where, I don't know
In my brain
I wish I knew
What it feels like to be next to you
To touch your hand
Witness those times
I guess that's it for my rhymes
I wish I knew what I wanted
I wish I just had a laugh
I wish I stopped fighting back
Oh what it is to be enough

I'm tired
But I can't sleep
These crows feet keep me awake
I hear em tap at the glass pane
These small words are what keep me sane

Wait (shh)
I'll keep it going
These energies boy they just keep on flowing
The cycle turns like a Catherine wheel
Spitting fire look like daffodils
I pick apart and see how it feels
My real life is a hassle still
But I keep on moving and getting on
This way to the rest
Yes carry on
This here is your time yes you're alive
Loosen up and be one with the mind
We got dreams so let's make em real
Keep to yourself or let it spill
Keep with your wealth and make a meal
Or make a million oh that does appeal
Sing your song for the first time
Louder than ever let's go for the first time

Let's go for the first time
I wish I could see more than the line
I wish I could remember those rhymes
That's all I want to go back to those times
When the memory fades I hang this on the line
Hear the wind blow I take that as a sign
Cause the wind flows on my back as a sign to keep going on and on up to my prime