Realize

One day I'd be contemplating what I did to make a living
Then here it comes, the stressing will not even let me breathe and
I hate it when it's killing the creative brain I'm given
I know that I should let it go but it's not getting easy though
I feel like I'm keeping way too much on myself
Absorbing anything and everything from my cellphone
It's scary to think that I might - huh
It's a hell no, no
It's a hell no I can't fail, no
When will I even close my eyes, cause...
When will I even close my eyes?

It's hard for me to sleep, oh
Thinkin' on my pillow
Now instead of stars, I see walls
Eyes open, they won't close
Demons tryna get closer
But God is love, He lifts me up
I'm running in a spiral and it keeps going down
Running like Jack Sparrow to escape the night
To feel alive

I'm just tired of the fuckin' social media
My head is under water
Like drowning in the river, hey, hey
I'm moving forward
I don't wanna fall deeper, hey, hey
It's getting harder
To not wanna feel amnesia
Cause the more I stay home
The more I'm overthinkin' the shit I been through
But I need to be my own life's leader
Life's leader
I'm a winner
Even though

It's hard for me to sleep, oh
Thinkin' on my pillow
Now instead of stars, I see walls
Eyes open, they won't close
Demons tryna get closer
But God is love, He lifts me up
I'm running in a spiral and it keeps going down
Running like Jack Sparrow to escape the night
To feel alive

I'm getting in a race I can't lose
But I barely been feelin' something new
So I wanna feel like
I am still alive

I'm running in a spiral and it keeps going down
Running like Jack Sparrow to escape the night
To feel alive

Dream tonight
Tonight, we'll be alright
Tonight, tonight we will be alright



Credits
Writer(s): Jeremy Sengomona
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