Do You Want That?

I've been looking for the real thing
Later seeing I was too dependent on the mood swings
Not what I intended but I'll end up crying anyway
Fuck if I remember how to chill and just communicate

Got so many stories swirling around inside my ego brain
Just wanna see my way up out of this to feel a change
If I gotta fake it then I'll find a different better way
I will be running but I'm finally giving up the chase

There's a light there where you never thought to look to for
You can fight back but the shadow got ya in for
What you keep locked
Will you let it loose to live some?
Do you want that?

Do you want that? (Do you want that?)
Do you want that? (Do you want that?)
Do you want that? (Do you want that?)
Do you want that?

Maybe at times, I prefer this, maybe at times
I feel the pull of insecurities lurking beneath the surface
Motivation's been escaping me keeping me from my courage
I cannot be explained to
I will not be the same soon

Now it's been uncertain, to say the least
It feels like something's been burning inside of me
I don't know how my purpose should really form and come to be
But maybe I'm just being paranoid over some sanity

There's a light there where you never thought to look to for
You can fight back but the shadow got ya in for
What you keep locked
Will you let it loose to live some?
Do you want that?

Do you want that? (Do you want that?)
Do you want that? (Do you want that?)
Do you want that? (Do you want that?)
Do you want that?