Misunderstood

Start from the beginning I'm just hoping that you listen
Realize that I grew up in a place a little bit different
I was never happy you can't even say I'm living
I tried to run away I didn't care if I went missing

I was always tired of the pain that people brought me
I wasn't this or that like what the fuck are they expecting for me
I was never perfect or good enough apparently
I don't even care or have the strength to see what's next for me

Is it my fault that I understand when women say were the problem
Is it my fault that I have friends but I can't solve all they problems
If you need some more then just let me know if I say I got them then I got them
I don't want to send but I want to win you can try to find me and Gotham

Is it my fault I want to end this hell so I can exhale so I can leave this earth
Is it my fault that I believe in God but yet I don't even go to church
Is it my fault that I want to do it all by myself so I can get it out the dirt
Is it my fault that I still love you even though you made my feelings hurt

I don't need the fame I don't need the money
But I want it fucking with my mental health
You can say I'm weird but let's make it clear
I will be no one but my motherfucking self
Never judge a book by its own cover
When you never thought to read the first page
You probably think that I'm insane

I'm just misunderstood
I'm not a Nigga from the hood
All I'm trying to do is good
I hope one day I am understood
I'm just misunderstood

Like an animal
Trying to feed his Fam understandable
End up getting killed so we irrational
I guess me and people aren't compatible

You can say it's me that's against the world but instead I'd rather be saving it
Like I'm a Lui Kang got the whole gang in this rap game but I'm taking it
I'm not judging but it's just so corrupt we got kids screaming out gang
Is this what we want it's a do or don't is the really shit that I have never wrote
You ignore the real but you love the hate I say ayo you better stay woke

It ain't my fault that I'm fighting demons when you don't know what I'm going through
It ain't my fault that I made that choice when I didn't know what it come to
It ain't my fault that you had to tell a lie when you could have told the truth
It ain't my fault that you went and turned into a opp couldn't even see it through

Man I'm not a perfect man I'm not God am I supposed to know everything myself
Feel so alone even when I'm home can't seem to trust nobody else
Saying fuck the world when I was in pain
And ain't no one come when I was screaming HELP
I got to do this by myself

I'm just misunderstood
I'm not a Nigga from the hood
All I try to do is good
I hope one day I'm understood
I'm just misunderstood

Yeah I'm finna go ape
My music is power and it was awake
You sleeping on me then that's your mistake
Forever awake or eternal Atake
I'm finna go in not taking no break
Realest of realest I open the gate
Think that I care about love or the hate
Fuck all that fame I just want to be great

But do I got what it takes
To put some food up on my plate
And turn into a brighter day

Or is it all fake...