Drowning

Ayy, really I've been drowning in my mind right
I just cannot seem to manage time right
Can't compare to all the demons I fight
Every night

Every night, yeah, every time
I get to thinking bout when everything used to be nice
It was me and you, I thought that I had you for life
And now years went by and I still feel like
Yeah, you without you, you with another dude
Y'all been together for a minute, hope you're happy
Hope you're doing good without me
And I know we haven't talked in a while
But it still kills me that I never get to see you smile

Lately I've been down but know that I try
Chasing all these goals inside my sight line
One day I'ma get it, swear that I'll shine
So goodbye

Lately all my thoughts feeling Jaded
It's a long way up this mountain but I'll make it
Say that you don't love me, wish you'd fake it
Tore my heart to pieces and you ate it
I put my heart up on my sleeve, and girl, you know you played it
All the shit you said is in my fucking head replaying
I just want your love so I can get by through the daily
I swear that I keep on drowning, fear I'm going crazy

I've been hella down, I swear that I'm fine
Torn in all directions but I got mine
Ain't nobody ever wasting my time, so I'm gone

Shit ain't been the same since you left now
Running through my head with these regrets now
No I never meant for you to feel left out
Swear I'm thinking bout the things you said now
That's my brother for life even though you gone now
Time I can't get back you know it feels so wrong now
Even though you lived through life so stressed out
Swear you're looking down on me, I'm blessed now

Really I've been drowning in my mind right
I just cannot seem to manage time right
Can't compare to all the demons I fight every night



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Writer(s): Jared Degen
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