Departed

Darkness over takes my soul and brain as I lay in bed
Now I can feel myself drifting to the world that is far below, that no one knows about
Up behind me lurking is a force of evil
Creeping unto me with purpose of harm, intending to make me do its evil deeds
I feel my senses fading, I'm blacking out once again
I pray that God save me from myself, especially when I am alone
I got a lotta bad habits and dark vices that I live with
In addition to demonic entities surrounding me as I am sleeping
Got me tossing, turning in my bed
Wake up in the night, my body covered in cold sweat

The room is cold as if wind is blowing from inside of it
Even though the glass is shut, still I can hear its haunting whistles
Whispers could be heard from within the darkness
Sit up and I curl from the fear I feel, and so then I pray to God that

I am delivered to salvation protected from all forces of evil
Holding tight my bed stand, grip of death I can't believe it
Close my eyes and squirm until the hallucinations fade away
I seen lotta shadow men surrounding me
And heard noises that from I couldn't breath
Last night I thought I was boutta meet my death
And that I would eternally suffer
My whole life flashed in front of my eyes
And boy I could see everything that was wrong with me
But it was too late to self reflect
To late to repent for the sins I've commit

Jolted from the shock
Sitting up in my bed awake
Thinking about what I just saw
As cold wind brush against my face
I ruined my life with my own hands I believe
Stuck in a recurring cycle of self destructive behavior
Praying to God for help, as he is indeed my only savior
I lost my way, and all that I'm surrounded by is darkness
Wish I could roll up all of my problems in a blunt and smoke it till it's all burnt
And next it won't even exist in real life