In Memory Interlude

I remember all the nights that we weren't sleeping
I remember all the times that we felt defeated
I remember all the fights that we had with demons
Momma told me we gone shine and we gunna beam it and i know
Things ain't really what they seem now
All the homies that i had on speed dial
They put knives all on my back until i bleed out
And i wonder where they at without the tweet now
Getting used to being alone
It may look I'm high but I'm low
Squeeze the juice inside that patron
About to give these demons a toast

Man i hate feeling this rage building and hate spilling
Tired of fake friends with fake feelings and fake intentions
Feel like eight villains in brain chilling I can't evict em
Need a pain killer this pain killing me stay vigilant
Lately depression has been kicking my ass
All of this pressure to do better maybe give something back
Like send my parents out to paris have em visit the land
I lost my home but it's ok because I live in the past
Twenty seven with no direction no vision no path
I was a rebel inside the lessons of english and math
And as I'm reminiscing I realize I'm sprinting in last
I cut the distance in half focus on finishing laps

I remember all the nights that we weren't sleeping
I remember all the times that we felt defeated
I remember all the fights that we had with demons
Momma told me we gone shine and we gunna beam it and i know
Things aint really what they seem now
All the homies that i had on speed dial
They put knives all on my back until i bleed out
And I wonder where they at without the tweet now
Getting used to being alone
It may look I'm high but I'm low
Squeeze the juice inside that patron
About to give these demons a toast