Way I Feel

Sometimes I get involved with some things that are too big
Make decisions that are stupid
Why? I hear pastors on the mic minimizing what truth is
They don't wanna say that you've sinned
Born again, all I wanna talk about is Jesus
When I'm not talking bout Him though my thoughts get grievous
I get this constant feeling like gonna I'm fall to pieces
I see them teeth and I run off like I'm non lethal
Bad dreaming at night
Yeah
Hey
I was the villain in hindsight
I'm just tryna live life but I cant do it right
Yo
Without the light
I got strife, Lord I'm sick of the pretending
I need repentance and might
Please just give me strength
I don't need green in the bank for my happiness
I just need that Salvific Gift
Holding up, if you with me then you know what's up
You see I'm up and down, steady bouncing like that orange stuffed
Tiger, I remember as a child thoughts were less violent
I guess that's a part of growing up
Sobered up, glad I got away from potent stuff
It wasn't good for me, got robbed, had me going off
I prayed to God above and He got me out
Yeah He showed me love, got forgiven through The Only Son
Woo
The Only Son of God is real, it takes faith but it's logical
I hear a lot of rappers, some get awesome deals
The mainstream's full of monsters with godless zeal
They want to chase the money
I don't want the mills
Unless I make it something
That God can will
For Himself
And for the good of others
Charity and love to build up the brothers
I gotta ride, gotta ride for my sisters
Till I die, I'm gonna strive for the Risen
Cause He's mine, And He died for my sins so
I'm alive, no longer blind to mission
Ima grind, until I find my division
In this life, I'm not the type just to sit still
I'm obliged, to get up when I feel like I've been sitting down too much
Yeah
Train your child in the way he should go
He won't depart from the faith when he gets old
Yeah He was with me from the start
I feel it in my heart
He's the Light separating the dark
Got me free from the past
Sometimes I feel the present kicking me bad
It's got me down, my own actions cause mental detachments
And it's tragic, but bit by bit I am fashioned to the image of my Lord
And there's differences happenin'
Yeah

That's real, that's real
That's real, that's real
Hey, that's just the way that I feel yeah
That's real, that's real
That's real, that's real
Hey, That's just the way that I feel, woo
That's real, that's real
That's real, that's real
That's just the way that I feel yeah
That's real, that's real
That's real, that's real
That's just the way that I feel yeah
That's just the way that I feel
That's real, that's real