Megalomania

I showed them love and they still hate me back
To them I'm just another megalomaniac
Dark times made it out and they can't take me back
I made it out they'll never take me back
I showed them love and they still hate me back
To them I'm just another megalomaniac
Dark times made it out and they can't take me back
I made it out they'll never take me back

Looking in the mirror and I'm proud of what I see
Took my parents pampering to turn me to a king
Got me out the hood into a different kinda scene
Wasn't like the other kids I'm into different kinds of things
Didn't wanna hoop cause I had different kinds of dreams
Football neither I just wasn't into cleats
Ain't wanna end up dead so I stayed out of the streets
And instead of repping colors I chose banging on the beats
Because I wasn't banging people thought that it was sweet
Kicked me outta school for fighting almost every other week
I been beat up I been jumped and I been shown that I was weak
Then I started lifting weights and so I started getting lean
I was told since I was fighting I should join the wrestling team
And that turned me to a monster, one I didn't wanna be
Lived my life in so much rage I just wanted to witness peace
Lived my life in so much rage I was feeling so much pain
And it's like no one understands
To let them know my heart it's like I never get the chance
They just see the way dress and how I'm proud of who I am
And say I think that I'm a god when I know I'm just a man
I started losing all my friends
Chose to isolate myself and stop letting people in
Lived that life for three years it was harder than I planned
I was lonely, never spoke to anyone outside my fam
Whenever someone asked I would tell them that I'm cool
In my mind I was standing on the ledge and no one knew
Now when I get judged I think of what I went through
But who I am I to feel? I'm "just a narcissistic fool"
Stuck inside my mind in this megalomania
Fighting with my pride it feel like Wrestlemania
Stealing my own smile that's just my kleptomania
These are the results of what being hated does

I showed them love and they still hate me back
To them I'm just another megalomaniac
Dark times made it out and they can't take me back
I made it out they'll never take me back
I showed them love and they still hate me back
To them I'm just another megalomaniac
Dark times made it out and they can't take me back
I made it out they'll never take me back