Cat in the Window

I'm staring outside
emptiness is slowly creeping up into my life
But I'll watch the sun hide behind
everything horizons just kind of untangle me
But they'll never see me cry
I know the light was alway blinding
but running for the hills is always better
than unwinding
This castle of loneliness is all I can remember
I'm planning my escape in mid-December
I come back to that window
in the dead of night
There's a light that likes to flicker
barely out of sight
The shadows in the courtyard seem to come alive
And they're waiting for the day
my fears and heart collide
I'm clawing to get out like
God you'll never know but I'm broken down
They all just make me feel alone
I'm not the one they'll ever come to truly know
so I'll sneak out
Though God it's probably freezing cold
Do I carry it right the person in the mirror
just wants to run and hide
While I'm dying in the silence of
every single error I've ever told in confidence
Until I'm out of fight
I'll try looking for a hand to hold
But sommer's getting older
and I never got the time to grow ivy's
reaching up the wall it wants my windpipe
They all just like to hide behind their insight

It was March 18th, we had a big fight
You left in a huff
woke up in the middle of the night
Think it was all a dream
but I looked over my shoulder
and you weren't there
And for the first time in my life I was cold
Without you there old
Just a moment there
I thought we were for life, my dear
That's what you told me every year
Holding my hand so tight
Thinking our future's bright
But I never felt abandonment
quite like that night that lowly blight

Do I carry it right?
I'm staring outside it wants my windpipe
And it's waiting, It's waiting for the day

This castle of luxury is all my heart remembers
It can't see this toxic creation of tremors



Credits
Writer(s): Sadie-lynn Schaefer, Jon Berry, Jacob Schaefer, Dallas Decarie
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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