Butterflies

There's this girl I like but she doesn't like me back
Spoiler alert the end is pretty sad
Gave it my everything all that I had
(All that I had)

When you come around sometimes I get nervous
Beauty's got me stuttering it's deeper than the surface
I try to tell myself nothing's ever perfect
I wish I could be better though cus you deserve it

And I miss your body but it's not like what you think
Your head on my shoulder all the little things
The empty space so heavy I find it hard to breath
But you never left my head now I never really sleep

I'm so empty I don't know why
The void so tempting I promise that I'm trying
And every time you're near me I get butterflies
You don't even like me you never reply

And all I want is you but we keep playing these games
Running round in circles it always stays the same
I put it all out there now everything has changed
I tried to fight the feeling I tried to look away

When you make up your mind I'll be waiting outside

Tried to look away but I did not chose her
She got me addicted substance abuser
Caught up in the moment didn't think I'd lose her
Thought we'd be forever wasn't thinking of the future

But forever ended sooner than expected
Did not think I would be this affected
I told myself that I'd keep my heart protected
I guess that promise was neglected

I'm so empty I don't know why
The void so tempting I promise that I'm trying
And every time you're near me I get butterflies
You don't even like me you never reply