Battles (feat. Ray Pelka)

You wanna cut into my veins
So I invest inside the pain
And now I'm begging for the day
Where the darkness faded away
But I think I'm gonna fade out
Don't love me
You left me like you should
You know that I'm no good for you
You gotta love me now

Just know I see you in my dreams
I wake from sleep and then I scream
I can't tell it to the team
They're all falling off the scene
I'm the stitching in the seam

I'm invested to the cream
This a lesson to the teens
I ain't resting with the lean
I address it to the fiends
Life just isn't what it seems

There is better things to do (There is)
Ain't nobody holding you back
I'm Infectious and I'm rude (I am)
I'm sorry I'm cold over tracks
But this is the way I say facts

I should show you to the world (Always)
Instead, I kept you under raps
I should tell them your my girl (I should)
But under the pressure, I snap

I paint a picture 'till it's perfect
My pain will hit ya but it's worth it
If you drown I'll lift you to the surface

You picked me up and gave me purpose
You know you're gifted and your worth it
Why you sticking to this worthless
My addictions and my curses
But I know you listen to these verses

You said, baby, show me
Then you said, baby, you owe me
I left her waiting there lonely
Our islands fading like coney
You're the only one that can woe me
Just one glance then I'm floating
I guess that this answers my motions
This loves a cancerous potion
It's open

The tears don't go away
I'm bleeding everyday, my love
'Cause she don't love me now

It's strange we ain't strangers to mess
Deep pain but a pain in the chest
Keep saying that you will wait in the flesh

I sleep away then the day turns to death
If I keep away then you may get some rest

I know you stay but you stay with regret
If we play then we playing it chess
It's a life full of debt

There might be better flings and flames
I'm not here denying you that
But they ain't gone fuck you the same
I've never been shy with my raps

I ain't got time time for that crap
I will love you to the grave
I hope you remember my gaff
I'll always remember your flav
My heart is just ambers and ash

I've burnt the pictures that I've painted
I've learnt the situations fading
They say that life is what you make it
It's getting deeper can you take it

Ain't close to death until you taste it
I'll take the step so you don't waste it
I'll hit the legs if it's complacent
Don't race for nothing if it's basic
baby, just hold me
I never knew pain that could fold me
I never knew pain 'till you told me
You're going insane with this cold me
You're wanting that change but I'm salty
My hands gon prey like they holy
I swear this game can not mould me
I swear I'll change if you hold me

I'm sinking with each breath
I'm falling to my death for you
'Cause you don't love me now