Naked

Something feels off in the air tonight
In your eyes and in your speech
You don't want to feel me lying next to you
Tell me baby, why did you fly away from your home

Evil lies inside your tone, everything I say is wrong
What happened when you were sleep, the nightmare surpassed the dream

I'm afraid to feel this close when you're gone
I see that this might not last too long, for us
Silence can be deafening
Physically you're closed off from me
Mentally you're closed off from me
While I'm full blown naked

Notice there's a balance lacking here with us
Exhausting and at times toxic
Situations sometimes fail to adjust
I'm so done, killing you with kindness or words I regret

Scream at me screaming back
But please don't hurt me, hard to come back from that
Hearts floating sink further down
Physically you're closed off from me
Mentally you're closed off from me
While I'm full blown naked, with mind and body

I'm out of my league against your mood
Pissed off at times shooting arrows through skin
Roller coaster ride, upside down in my mind
Relationships are only easy during good times

I wanna love myself again
If I love myself again
Maybe you'll love me again
Save myself you do the same if you love you
I'm afraid when you're gone
Closed off for too long
I'm afraid when you're gone, I'm afraid

I don't want to make you sad, like you did to me
Don't make me sad, like I did to you
Time away and space might do us some good
Maybe we can come back stronger than before

I'm afraid when you're gone, I'm afraid
I need to feel you naked
Mind and body naked
I'm afraid when you're gone, I'm afraid

I need to feel you naked
Mind and body naked
Physically mentally alone
Without you, this life feels so empty