Many A Nights

Many a nights I felt alone
And I was zoning by myself
Many a nights I felt
That I could find
No help from no one else
Many a times while I was Grinding
Man I swear I thought I'd crack
Weight of the world all on my Shoulder
Thought my fuckin back would Snap
Many a nights nights nights
Thought about life life life
Many a nights nights nights
Searching for light light light
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Lil did you know
That life was always beating my Ass
Problems stacking up And it was More than just me needing some Cash
Relationships wasn't worth shit
So I was always leaving fast
While I stayed still,Niggas made Mills
And I saw life speeding past
Told the truth when others lyin
Thru the pain I keep a smile When
It ain't easy to Be strong
And everybody be relying
On you like you ain't got flaws
So in God who i confined in
Darkness could be so seductive
But needed some light to vibe in
Understand my story
Many came before me
With the same demons as me
And ended up with no glory
Ain't trying to see that
So tonight i seize that
Catch a flight and tell my loved Ones
That I'll be back
Many a nights nights nights
Thought about life life life
Many a nights nights nights
Searching for light light light
Many a nights
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Many of nights I spent some Hours with my pen up on this Paper
Like my darg it's taking ages
Sometimes I be needing hemp
And many of nights i spent some Hours I've been struggling with Sleep
And you know I don't like to Speak
Without this music feeling weak
But somehow I
Overcame these demons you Know I try
All these thoughts get deeper by The nighttime
Got me questioning what's this Life's like
What this life's like
Money n hoes
Money n clothes
It doesn't matter as long as Money's involved tell you my Cons tell you my pros
Tired of the ifs and the buts and The sos
Nights like this I've seen so many
Now they see the bully fa all Those time I've been so friendly
Many a nights I felt alone
And I was zoning by myself
Many a nights I felt
That I could find
No help from no one else
Many a times while I was Grinding
Man I swear I thought I'd crack
Weight of the world all on my Shoulder
Thought my fuckin back would Snap
Many a nights nights nights
Thought about life life life
Many a nights nights nights
Searching for light light light
Many a nights
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Felt like the bottom
They say life is borrowed
Nothing is really yours
Not even heart break or the Sorrow
Nothing is ever promised
The pressure you endure
Choices make you who you are
So much advice
I never followed
Ou
I done spent so many nights Feeling hopeless
And broken
Awaiting the moment of truth
I done spent so many nights Wondering about destiny
Waiting for something to prove It
I barely had any trust in religion And God
And I ended up closer to lose 'em
Kindness was taken for weakness
I'm losing the characteristics that Make me a human
Dark nights
I had plenty of
Big dream big risk
Big dilemma cuz
Pops too old to work
Depending on
Me
To provide for my lineage
Heartbreak
Got intense
Ain't quite
Been the
Same old me since
Money been tight like virgin lips
Life is finite carpe diem
I spent
Too many nights full of sorrow
Trying to escape what don't Know yet
Too much red in my call log, Yeah
But not enough brown in my
Fuck it I gotta get back to myself And stop looking for something to fill the void
Plan out tomorrow, remember How far I got left, then I scrap it And get annoyed
Hit up my shordy and tell her to Link cause I'm horny she treat Me like Babyboy
Love me then hate me but still Reply
I slide on that WAP like a Remyboy
A lot of the time I get in this Space
Revolving round all the flaws in Me
And my thoughts take every Potential result, replace em with What could go wrong for me
Far from being the nigga that got It on lock, cause that nigga lost The key
Scared to lose the applause and Be labelled a fraud, lets keep it Tween y'all and me
Cause honestly
Too many nights full of sorrow
Trying to escape what don't Know yet
Too much red in my call log, Yeah
But not enough brown in my
Many a nights I felt alone
And I was zoning by myself
Many a nights I felt
That I could find
No help from no one else
Many a times while I was Grinding
Man I swear I thought I'd crack
Weight of the world all on my Shoulder
Thought my fuckin back would Snap
Many a nights nights nights
Thought about life life life
Many a nights nights nights
Searching for light light light
Many a nights
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Many a nights