Than in my mind

Yeah, I was really going smooths before you came
now here I am watching my soul melt
all the bricks got together burrying me
and when I believed you be there for me
You are nowhere to find, than in my mind

Days were like I am moving above all lows
I was ascending but then all continued to alter
Started getting my past symptoms and sufferings
again Iam panicking, full of fear, anxiety and depressed
and depressed...

I fell hard again from where i came from
it's now impossible for me to think of love n me better

even though my inner voice saying me to not let you in
Coz very time I do it,
you gone away and I suffer
me having synchronicities with your life
I couldn't understand those number meanings
I got so confused n caught that
I let my destruction start every time
(here I am all alone again)

yeah, I was really going smooth before you came
now here I am watching my soul melt
all the bricks got together burrying me deep
and when I believed you be there for me
You are nowhere to find,
than in my mind
yeah, I was really going smooth before you came
now here I am watching my soul melt
all the bricks got together burrying me
and when I believed you be there for me
You are nowhere to find,
than in my mind

you are nowhere, nowhere
still heart expects you be there, for me
now I am gone hopeless and numb of my life
Now my soul can't allow me to trust n love anyone

And why the hell do I expect even though it hurts
Why I let destruction in even though
I am left alone with pain inside me going

I fell hard again from where i came from
it's now impossible for me to think of love n me better

I was always alone, now I am numb and
believes to lost forever between you all
And you getting close to my inside
the next day you again wanted to distance
from me and here you did
then why you always come close after I
decided to be away from ya

even though my inner voice saying me to not let you in
Coz very time I do it,
you gone away and I suffer
(i do it again coz had only you and noone else)

me having synchronicities with your life
I couldn't understand those number meanings
I got so confused n caught that
I let my destruction start every time
(here I am all alone again)

yeah, I was really going smooth before you came
now here I am watching my soul melt
all the bricks got together burrying me deep
and when I believed you be there for me
You are nowhere to find,
than in my mind

I am feelin hard, m falling hard countless again times
because of you all
and now I left my soul hope (I'm got numb)
and my hands are shaking

yeah, I was really going smooth before you came
now here I am watching my soul melt
all the bricks got together burrying me
and when I believed you be there for me
You are nowhere to find,
than in my mind
yeah, I was really going smooth before you came
now here I am watching my soul melt
all the bricks got together burrying me deep
and when I believed you be there for me
You are nowhere to find,
than in my mind

No, I can't hurt myself more.
I don't want you...
be with me.



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